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Maybe its really true.
Maybe things do come to those who wait.
Easier said than done, but it is worth the wait.
Been through some ups and downs in the recent months, until I don't know how low I can sink anymore.

Having said this, I don't even know what is bound, what the future holds, be it bright or darker than ever. Nevertheless, I have to thank God for everything, maybe for making me realise my mistakes, maybe for all the lessons learnt.

I want to make this work.
I really do.


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You know I would catch a grenade for you,
Throw my hand on a blade for you,
I'd jump in front of a train for you,
You know I'd do anything for you,
I would go through all these pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
And I hope you do the same.

hakuna matata

No more emo shit.

It's time for ..

..happy shit.

time machine

We've talked, we've been through this.
We said we'd be strong and put the past behind us.
We were good. Great. Perfect.
But we were just somehow not meant to be. Apparently.
I wish I were a psychic so I could choose the correct words and I despise myself for that.
I always had said the things I didn't mean to.
I'm always the one left in the darkness of regret.

You were always there for me.
Always the one to talk to.
Always the one to laugh with.
Always the one to love.
Always the soulmate.

And now always the one to miss.

What if i said?
What if i did?
What if i will?

Will you?
Will you?
Will you?

Baby come back to me.

Chance

You could've been my unintended, choice to live my life extended.

You could've been the one I'll always love.

You could've been the one to listen to my every deepest inquisitions.

You could've been the one I'll always love.

vulnerability?

Its not that i'm vulnerable that i'm like this. Or is it?

I want it so bad, but how?

When will the door be ajar, or will it stay routine?

Its been okay but maybe i want more?

You may think you know what i'm talking about, or do you?

So many questions, who's gonna give me all the answers?

MPM?

I'm a wreck aren't i?
haha

Sorry for the cryptic nonsense

one step at a time

Don't wana fly too high just to be wounded again.

I need you to break my fall.

i'm trying. i really am.

But why can't u see? Is it not enough for you?

Maybe i can see what you are trying to do, but i try not to see. Because i still believe. I have faith in us.

Maybe its time to take off the shades. Step into the light, and strip off the disguise. And see things my way. Then maybe you'd realise not everything is dark.

I don't even know who you are anymore.