This thing called emo.

Emo.

I'm sure most ppl gone emo before. A phase u have to go through in life. The human mind. We have 2 sides to our brain. The right and the left. The left is for our language, grammar and stuff and the left is for artistic ability. So which side makes us emo? ... The mind. The mind that play us.

To clear things up, wad the hell is emo? Evryone knows wad it is but how do u explain it in words?
Sleepless nights? Disaster of the heart? Mind games? Buy urself a giant oxford dictionary, and u still don get emo. Life is full of ups and downs, they say. Its never a straight line. Except death. They also say life is full of ups and downs, but u'll always remember the ups because its the highs that counts. But when ur emo, the lows also matters. Right? Make sense? When emo,u feel like life is just an infinite gradient of negatives. Things goes downhill all the way. Its during these times when things like paranoia and other negative emotions sets in. All the 'what if's, 'should i's, 'to or not to's. All the questions u just don want to face. Its during these times when u just feel like letting go of evrything but u just don have the strength to. The slope of life keeps on dropping til it drives ppl insane, drives them to suicide. There u go, a straight line, no negatives anymore. Bah. And on the days that make u feel better or the highs, ur thankful u didnt had the motivation to. Life has ups as well, but it sure will go down.

The things ppl do when emo.
I've seen many emo ppl and believe me, i've seen my fair share of weird things ppl do. Some ppl tend to rely on alcohol to drown their so-called sorrows. Some ppl play games. Some ppl stuff themselves with snacks. Some ppl just wanna be alone in the night air. Some ppl listen to emo songs. Heck, some ppl even go shopping. Whatever turns them on. And then what? Do u just forget about the lows after downing a keg, after going shopping, after binging on snacks? No. U dont. And then the next day, u'll be doing the same thing again, emo-ing the whole day, hoping tomorrow will be a better day. And wad do u know, it might just turn out okay.

I wonder why ppl feel emo. Is it because he/she doesnt like u? Because maybe ur just not good enough for him/her? Or ur just too damned confused bout ur emotions? Not knowing wad to do. Which brings us back to the emo questions. The devil named emo always whispers in our ears, saying sickening thoughts like "U'll never be good enough for him/her" or "Give it up" or "He/She obviously doesnt like u". But somehow we tend to ignore the shits and pursue. Always hoping. Hope. Hmm maybe thats wad keeps us alive. The most obvious reason would be not knowing wad to do or maybe not knowing wad u just did was the right thing to do. Not wanting to take the risk. Risk requires us to jump, remember? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? If u had, they might break ur heart. If u hadn't, u might break theirs. U want it so bad but u don want to lose wad u have with that person? Surely this sounds familiar to most of u. We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.Or maybe we denied our feelings for someone because our fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
So why do ppl feel emo? Hmm.

By the end of this post, i'm sure ur sick of the bloody word, emo. Emo emo emo emo emo. There u go. And i'm sure a few ppl will be taken aback, surprised at this sudden, out of the blue post. Someone once asked me, why i'm always high, happy? I'd say bullshit. And if any of u have snide remarks for this post, keep it to urself. Cos at the end of the day, this is my blog, and i can damn hell write wad i want. I'm writing this for no particular reason.
And maybe, just maybe i might be u know wad.

This thing called emo?
Bleh.